Thursday, April 4, 2013

tape/mummy

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Like I said, I shoot porn. Sometimes it's just purty to look at.

Monday, March 11, 2013

Opacity

   TELL YA WHAT...
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   Put on these goggles. They'll calm you, help you get into your space, because you'll only see blurry light. I, on the other hand, will be able to see your eyes clearly so I can take care of you while I do terrible things to you.
frame capture from AliceInBondageLand.com
shot by this blog author

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Neglect, new year...

   Either it's because I've had too little to say on the subject or I'm simply lacking in sufficient discipline to post up here more frequently. Maybe both. Also, I have this ongoing sense of negligence of the bdsm side of my life. It isn't, however, an entirely fair assessment.

   I SHOOT PORN. Often. I've been Mistress Alice's go-to shooter here in San Francisco for her product line. I don't shoot all of her scenes, but I do shoot a lot of them. At that, I shoot them in a play space with which I'm unusually familiar. (No disclosure here; that's as far as I can go...) So, I get a solid dose of kink, frequently, up front and personal, close to home. Still...

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   Nope, ain't the same. Someone speculated that all that sexual energy would have an effect. Well... as we've all speculated, working around it isn't the same as feeling it, much less doing it -- necessarily. Depends. In my case, I mostly get my rocks off, so to speak, when the footage I shoot looks good. Art, sex, tech, energy exchange, craftsmanship, d/s... Lately, I'm finding that prosecco is a much more diverse and natural cocktail mixer than some of the above. Nearly effortless.

   Gotta say, the bondage xmas tree looked great.


Tuesday, June 5, 2012

"A Scandal In Belgravia"

 (spoiler alert) 
FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE GOTTEN HOOKED on the BBC-Masterpiece production of "Sherlock", I don't need to explain how the hook got into me, nevermind how fast and deep. Unlikely I'd offer anything you haven't heard or experienced. You're either on this train or you're not (probably are), and you were onboard within the first few minutes of "A Study In Pink" -- right? If you haven't watched Season Two yet, skip this blog until you do. Suffice to say that any concern you may have that the Season Two opener, like so many television and motion picture productions in the past, badly handles bdsm themes is unwarranted. Really. For those of you who have no clue what I'm talking about, I strongly recommend you go look into this show yourself...now. 

(Sidenote: The mystery genre has never resonated with me, nor can I reasonably consider myself Sherlock Holmes literate. Doesn't matter. "Sherlock" rocks.) 

In my view, in "Belgravia", Moffat, Gatiss and company do it right. Naturally, when I'd heard that there was a "dominatrix" character in the show, I winced a bit inside, wondering if the character would be superficial, the usual device of titilation. Silly me, it's "Sherlock". Not only did this episode make it clear the series wasn't letting up in quality one bit and was densely packed and blazing, but there are real explorations of D/s dynamics in the story. As early word (that is, sometime in the year and a half between series) had it, Series Two digs deeper into the relationships, particular that of Sherlock and John. "Scandal In Belgravia" confirms that notion, delivering a lot more than I would have ever imagined. The D/s dynamics seem to run throughout. It's fascinating fun.

From the outset, who really seduced whom? Yes, Sherlock, initially dismissive of the lack of a "case", got interested when he saw that Adler was playing with power. Yes, he stepped to her first, but, really, which one was more nervous trying to dress for their first, uhm, scene? Plenty of seduction to go 'round. On the way to Adler's, we get this:

Sherlock: Punch me in the face. 

John: Punch you?

 Sherlock: Yes, punch me in the face! Didn’t you hear me? 

John: I always hear “punch me in the face” when you’re speaking, but it’s usually subtext. 

Sherlock and Irene Adler repeatedly powerplay each other. While that seems fairly standard for adversaries in a thriller, there are other character attributes making it more. Adler is a pro-domme, apparently 24/7 by disposition. Sherlock, true to Doyle's "Bohemia" original, is only ever truly engaged when wrangling with an intellectual challenge. Part of Irene's gaming is repeating her vulnerability -- her phone. That she took away Sherlock's phone while he was down and set that erotic text alert is one thing, but Sherlock leaving it on is quite another. Being beaten impresses, whets the appetite for more. A friend suggested to me that Sherlock and Irene both switch. Might be about right.

Something else I saw in the show is the idea that gender and sexuality are mutually exclusive. Sherlock's gender is male, Irene's is female, but their sexualities are different matters. Here's a touch on that:

John: ...for the record, if anyone out there still cares, I'm not actually gay. 

Irene: Well, I am. Look at us, both. 

Back in the beginning, in "A Study In Pink", at the cafe window table, we were given some boundaries:

Sherlock: John, I think you should know that I consider myself married to my work, and, while I'm flattered by your interest, I'm -- 

John: No -- 

Sherlock: -- not looking for any... 

John: No, I'm not asking, no...I'm just saying it's all fine. 

Sherlock: Good. Thank you. 

(By the way, I've got an idea for a new little drinking game for anybody doing marathon viewings of both series. Every time John says, "We're not a couple.")

It's simplistic, at best, I think, to conclude that Sherlock is either gay or neutered. As Irene Adler's behavior and statements -- and pulse rate -- suggest, things are sometimes far more complex. "Brainy is the new sexy," she says. Well, hardly new, but point made. It's what's in your head, not just your pelvis. From what I know, a good bdsm scene is a head trip. Likewise, D/s is largely mental. You might get wet, but it isn't necessary. I think Irene Adler, Sherlock, and a good many viewers of "A Scandal In Belgravia" got aroused, however way that personally works, by the power played -- exchanged -- between Irene and Sherlock. Television scenes? The whole story was a scene.

Thursday, March 29, 2012

Darkness Falls again...

It's back, but in a different location and under new management. I know both and happen to think this will be a well run event. Have at it.

http://www.darknessfallstwo.org/